disempower - self pity - fear of rejection etc..

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not do yoga when I actually enjoy doing it and want to do it - this is because of self sabatoge and not appreciating myself fully - lack of complete self love.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to sabatoge myself to create situations of self pity in order to take away my responsabilities and disempower myself out of fear of who I AM.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create situations of self pity to take away my responsabilities and disempower myself out of fear of who I AM.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to disempower myself out of fear of who I AM.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear who I am.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not be present - thus particpating within and as the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate within and as the mind.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate within and as the mind because it is "comfortable" thus allowing me to avoid being who I really AM.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that being disempowered is comforatable and easy.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not be in my power.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to conitinue participation within and as the mind even though I know that everything of the mind is an illusion - this is because the mind is all I have known and been for eon's of time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in and as the mind for eon's of time.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not stand up as LIFE HERE in every moment w/and as BREATH.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that the way of my family and the world of mind participation and mind ups and downs is the way "it" is.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not trust myself and question the way things are.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not question the way things are because of my fear of rejection.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear rejection because of fear of being alone.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear being alone.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear being alone out of believing I need others to define who I am and validate my existance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I need others to define who I am and validate my existance.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I need others to validate my existance - as I do not need this as I am HERE, I am ME HERE as LIFE, I am HERE as AWARENESS of SELF.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to manifest a fungal infection do to my fears in that region of my body and because of not going fully for what I want as I have hesitations going to my 'job'.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear taking self responsibility and go fully for what I want to do which is support self w/out having to rely on an employeer.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to supress the feelings of not wanting to continue working for employeers and therefore continuing to do so.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to say, "i will support myself with out employeers soon" instead of just doing it now.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to procrastinate standing up for who I AM HERE.



I will no longer accept and allow myself to procrastinate standing up for who I AM HERE.

I will no longer accept and allow myself to just accept working for an employeer.

I stand HERE for who I AM as LIFE moving and directing me to do what it is I want to do as exspression of SELF HERE.

I will look for a space to hold groups/client sessions to begin the process of supporting self. In this I will be open to what self direction comes up within the HERE with no attachments to having a space to hold groups/client sessions to begin the process of supporitng self.



I will no longer accept and allow myself to sabotage myself to disempower myself out of fear of who I AM.

I will no longer accept and allow myself to create situations of self pitty.

I will no longer accept and allow myself to not do yoga when I want to do it.

I do yoga when my body feels it.

I stand as LIFE in my "POWER" to move and direct me as needed.

I will no longer accept and allow myself to not be fully HERE with and as breath.

I breathe and I am my body and breath practically HERE.



I TRUST MYSELF FULLY HERE.

I LOVE MYSELF HERE and ALL LIFE in ALL FORMS.



I MOVE

I BREATHE

I AM

I

HERE...