JEALOUSY - (Jail oh see)

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be jealous.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to identify with and as jealousy.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be run by jealousy.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give my power over to jealousy.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as being inferior to others.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as being inferior to B and T.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M wanting to “leave” me for B or T.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M fantasying about B and T.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as being less then B and T.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself and others as being less then and greater then others.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be jealous of B and T because of their “good” looks, charm, intellect, musical abilities and creativity.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M will like B and T more then me because of their “good” looks, charm, intellect, musical abilities and creativity.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not recognized myself as being equal to B and T in “good” looks, charm, intellect, musical abilities and creativity.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge “good” looks, charm, intellect, musical abilities and creativity as being better then “bad” looks, no charm, no intellect, no musical abilities and no creativity.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself and others by identification with labels of good, bad, better, worse.
I release all thoughts and beliefs that anyone is better then anyone else.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M desiring to be with other guys.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M wanting to discontinue our agreement together.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear loosing M.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to identify who I am with M.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not recognize that I am complete within and as myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in thoughts of jealousy.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in pictures of M “hooking” up with B and T.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get tired and depressed like by thoughts of jealousy.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not trust M.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not trust myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not trust all girlfriends I have ever had.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not trust myself around girls in the past.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to “cheat” on 2 past girlfriends – therefore I now project this untruthfulness of my past self onto M.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to project my past untruthfulness onto M.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be dishonest with Katy.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be dishonest with Emily.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be dishonest with Sophia.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear loosing a part of myself if M where to “leave” me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I am not complete without M.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear loosing my identity if M where to leave me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear being alone if M where to leave me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear judgment and pity from my family if M where to leave me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M being with other guys if she where to leave me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to allow pictures of M with other guys to exist within and as me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be run by pictures and thoughts of jealousy.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M being annoyed with me for not doing more work on the website then I already am doing.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M leaving me because of her maybe thinking I am too radical.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to project judgments onto M for thinking I am too radical.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to act tired and down around M due to my jealousy.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself act down in front of M out of self-pity and for her attention.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to do the poor me act for attention from M.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to create food allergies shortly after meeting M 3 years ago for her attention and care.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be dependent on M's care.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be dependent on past girlfriends care.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M getting bored with me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M thinking I am boring.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M leaving me because of her thinking I am too boring.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M leaving me because of her thinking I am too tired a lot of the time.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M wanting attention from other men because of me not making as big of a deal when I see her breast as I used to.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M wanting attention from other men because of me not commenting as much on how beautiful she looks.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M wanting attention from other men because of me sharing with her that beauty is relative and that beauty is an illusion of the mind – thus when I say she is beautiful I know I am participating in the mind of separation.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M wanting attention from other men because of my judgment that she wants to hear that she is beautiful more often.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M wanting attention from other men because she said she is exploring her sexuality.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge M saying she is exploring her sexuality to mean she is wanting to get attention from other men and possibly pursuing other men.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M wanting attention from other men because of me being awkward in my process sometimes.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge B and T as wanting to “hook” up with M.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge B and T as wanting to pursue M.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge B and T as wanting to flirt with M.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge B and T as flirting with M.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge M as flirting with B and T.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge M as wanting to hook up/pursue B and T.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as being less then B and T.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge B and T as being superior to me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as being inferior to B and T.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to compare myself to B and T.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to compare myself to others.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to compare others to others.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be jealous over C the guy from Brazil that kissed M on the cheek at a bon fire 3 years ago.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M really liking C.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M fantasizing about C.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M cheating on me with C, B and T.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M cheating on me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become depressed during that time 3 years ago when I thought M was going to leave me because of her infatuation with C.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge M as being infatuation with C.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to compare myself to C.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as being less then/inferior to C.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge C as being superior to me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge C as being a flirt.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be a flirt.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to enjoy attention from other girls even though I had no desire to pursue them.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be infatuated with girls – as infatuation is of the mind and who I really am is not the mind.

Who I really am is not jealousy.
Jealousy is a learned belief.
I learned jealousy from my environment (school, society), television, movies and past experiences with relationships.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe jealousy to be a normal thing.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give my power over to jealousy.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to observe jealousy in my environment, television, movies and past experiences and judge it as being real.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not realize that jealousy is an illusion of the mind.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not be fully in my power HERE.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate in the past thoughts and beliefs of jealousy and project them into a possible future causing me to live in fear of loosing M.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that being jealous of M and past girlfriends would protect me from being in situations of them cheating on me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that all girls would cheat on me if they had a chance because of my past experiences of being cheated on with Glenda, Kelly and Sophia.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M cheating on me because of being cheated on by Glenda, Kelly and Sophia.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to look at myself in the mirror and at who I am physically and nonphysical and wonder why M would want to be with me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as being younger then I should be.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M leaving me due to my not being “manly” enough.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M leaving me because I have had H(P)V.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear M getting H(P)V.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear H(P)V coming back.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear H(P)V never leaving my physical body.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel inferior to others because of H(P)V.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself express passive anger towards M.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to do things that I don’t want to do because I feel I will get more approval from M if I do them.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel I have to do things for approval from M.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge M as wanting approval from me to keep her interest in me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to “suck” M into caring for me by forming different illnesses within my human physical body.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear loosing me if I loose M.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be attached to M.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be attached to M’s beauty.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge M as being superior to me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge M as being inferior to me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel superior to other for being in a relationship with M who I judge to be very beautiful, sMt and cool.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel self-worth for being in a relationship wit M because of her beauty, intellect, intuition and coolness.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to get annoyed with M when she does things for attention even if she is just playing – as this annoyance felt toward M is my annoyance with myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be annoyed with myself for doing things for attention.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge M as being judgmental towards others.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be judgmental towards others and myself.

I STOP – I no longer accept and allow jealousy to exist within and as me.
I no longer accept and allow myself to be jealous toward C, B or T.
I no longer accept and allow myself to be jealous toward any guy toward M.
I no longer accept and allow myself to fear M wanting to leave me.
I no longer accept and allow myself to fear M leaving me.
I no longer accept and allow myself to fear M wanting to be with B, C or T.
I no longer accept and allow myself to judge myself as being less then C, B or T.
I no longer accept and allow myself to judge myself or others as being less then or greater then anyone.
I no longer accept and allow myself to believe that jealousy protects me from being hurt.
I no longer accept and allow myself to be run by jealousy.
I no longer accept and allow myself to compare myself or others to myself or others.
I no longer accept and allow myself to be annoyed with M for doing things out of attention even if she is just playing.
I no longer accept and allow myself to be annoyed with myself for doing things to get attention.
I no longer accept and allow myself to do things out of attention.
I no longer accept and allow myself to victimize myself to get M's attention.
I no longer accept and allow myself to create situations or thoughts of self-pity.
I no longer accept and allow myself to disempower myself by creating situations of self pity.
I no longer accept and allow past thoughts and beliefs of jealousy to exist within and as me.
I no longer accept and allow myself to participate in thoughts that I am not complete with M.
I no longer accept and allow myself to participate in thoughts that I need M to be complete.
I no longer accept and allow myself to participate within and as the mind – as who I really am is not the mind – who I really am is HERE with and as Breath.

I release all thoughts, fears and pictures of jealousy in all of its forms from every aspect of my being.
I release all comparison of myself and others from every aspect of my being.
I release all judgments towards myself and others from every aspect of my being.
I release all judgments towards M from every aspect of my being.

Jealousy is not real, all that is ‘real’ is me HERE with and as BREATH.

I Move and direct me HERE with and as BREATH as LIFE as ONE as ALL as EQUAL.

I STAND
I AM
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