Monday, June 9, 2008

Self-Forgiveness for not speaking my truth...

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not speak my truth to Hospice in telling them I no longer want to volunteer.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear speaking my truth to hospice to let them know I no longer want to volunteer.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear rejection from Hospice for not wanting to volunteer anymore.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to project thoughts that Hospice will reject me/look down on me for not wanting to volunteer anymore.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not stand up for myself in what I want/don't want to do.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold-in my truth from Hospice which manifested as a soar throat.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give my power over to the fear of rejection for speaking my truth to Hospice.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not be in my power and express my truth to Hospice.

I STOP - I will no longer accept and allow myself to be run by the fear of speaking my truth to Hospice for not wanting to volunteer anymore.

I RELEASE ALL thoughts/fears of speaking my truth to Hospice of not wanting to volunteer anymore - as these thoughts/fears are all illusions - creations of the mind that are not real - they are not who I really am.

Who I really am is HERE as expression of SELF moving and directing me within and as Self-Honesty.

I will call Hospice tomorrow morning to speak my truth of not wanting to volunteer anymore.

I no longer accept and allow dishonesty to exist within and as me -
I am Honesty - I am Breath - I am HERE

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